Tuesday, May 08, 2018

WEPT

They won’t hurt you here, he said
But in the end, all she did was bled
And the stories, they continued to spread.

Posts were written, anger was displayed
Some agitated, some fervently prayed
But sadly, justice was denied and delayed.

They say that such things take time to end
They say that punishment may not make amends
But who’s to say - if they’ll break or we’ll bend.

The voices will get louder, anger will rise
But all of us are wondering, if this alone will suffice
For the fault lies in us, we must pay the price.

We may worship the deities, but inside us lies black
We may walk to temples, but its humanity we lack
And for all of that, we must face the flack.

This isn’t us, this is the story of a nation
This problem lies within, it’s our own creation
So let’s not treat it like a tumour, in isolation.

When we get to the root, we’ll see the rot
How impoverished we are, in mind and thought
And how much little we were really taught.

We all have crosses to bear, this is ours to accept
The fact that as a society, we’re morally inept
And somewhere close by, another girl has wept.

QUIET TRUE

I only speak when addressed
My thoughts, they live inside my head
But my words, they will never run a riot
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

People accuse me of being rude
But that’s just a demeanour I exude
My sentiment is large, my expression private
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

When they accuse me of boring, I’m unperturbed
They say describe yourself, I say ‘reserved’
And when asked why, I say my words are on diet
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

I have no desire to be the room’s cynosure
Neither the overwhelming urge for disclosure
However the little I say, it’ll never be trite
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

Uncaring I am not, nonchalant I may be
Brevity I display, not ungallantry
But no matter what my reason, you just won’t buy it
Because essentially, my dear, you’re not quiet.

COFFEE ISN'T EVERYONE'S CUP OF TEA

I’ve been meaning to ask you a lot of questions
But somehow I’ve not been able to get there
Because my questions aren’t altogether logical
They lack pattern and land from anywhere
And then, you counteract all the madness I own
By conducting a very droll enquiry
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

We may not get along, but we may as well do
For there’s a long journey we’ve got to cover
And no matter how much you take umbrage
You’ll find my opinions are like no other
I’m trying to be a little guarded but then
That’s just not how I am meant to be
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

A shining example of method, you lack finesse
But then, that’s not an opinion you uphold
And when you say I’m not quite that mature
I can tell that you think I’m uncontrolled
It’s going to be difficult to make you see this
Because your viewpoint is a bit finicky
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

THE VOICES IN MY HEAD

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Still talking, still mocking
Still asking me questions my conscience finds shocking
Still shining the torch on dingy corners of my mind
Still screaming, still accusing when I choose to turn blind
Still taunting me with regrets, still opening wounds unexposed
Still making me guilty of cases long closed.

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Still giggling, still laughing
Still childlike, before the world came down crashing
Still kind, still benevolent, still looking firmly north
Still reassuring, when I passionately go forth
Still being my friend in need, when I tend to falter
Still shaking up my core when my I’m an emotional defaulter.

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Shake me, debase me
Kill me, embrace me
For life and death, we’ll always be wed
The voices, the voices in my head.

THIS IS YOU, YOU ARE MAY

It’s May
Hot and humid and disorienting
I hallucinate and that’s comforting
Of beds of ice and igloos in the sky
Of winds gone berserk and thunderstorms in July
Of sail boats and chiffon and all things Kygo
Of comic books and giggles, childhood and mango
And just when my imagination begins to sway
The air conditioner groans, we’re back to May.

May, you’ll do good to remember
You’re neither June nor December
But there’s something about your clime
That evokes both love and crime
And just like the disparity that’s Bombay
This is You, you are May.

It’s May
Steeped in slumber, sweat and slackening
Yet my febrile brain has thoughts maddening
Of muslins and margaritas and streets of marigold
Of love that’s unbridled and kisses uncontrolled
Of shaping the day like a potter without a plan
Of throwing caution to the winds, like a young catamaran
And just when my imagination begins to sway
The air conditioner groans, we’re back to May.

May, you’ll do good to remember
You’re neither June nor December
But there’s something about your clime
That evokes both love and crime
And just like the disparity that’s Bombay
This is You, you are May.