Tuesday, May 08, 2018

WEPT

They won’t hurt you here, he said
But in the end, all she did was bled
And the stories, they continued to spread.

Posts were written, anger was displayed
Some agitated, some fervently prayed
But sadly, justice was denied and delayed.

They say that such things take time to end
They say that punishment may not make amends
But who’s to say - if they’ll break or we’ll bend.

The voices will get louder, anger will rise
But all of us are wondering, if this alone will suffice
For the fault lies in us, we must pay the price.

We may worship the deities, but inside us lies black
We may walk to temples, but its humanity we lack
And for all of that, we must face the flack.

This isn’t us, this is the story of a nation
This problem lies within, it’s our own creation
So let’s not treat it like a tumour, in isolation.

When we get to the root, we’ll see the rot
How impoverished we are, in mind and thought
And how much little we were really taught.

We all have crosses to bear, this is ours to accept
The fact that as a society, we’re morally inept
And somewhere close by, another girl has wept.

QUIET TRUE

I only speak when addressed
My thoughts, they live inside my head
But my words, they will never run a riot
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

People accuse me of being rude
But that’s just a demeanour I exude
My sentiment is large, my expression private
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

When they accuse me of boring, I’m unperturbed
They say describe yourself, I say ‘reserved’
And when asked why, I say my words are on diet
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

I have no desire to be the room’s cynosure
Neither the overwhelming urge for disclosure
However the little I say, it’ll never be trite
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

Uncaring I am not, nonchalant I may be
Brevity I display, not ungallantry
But no matter what my reason, you just won’t buy it
Because essentially, my dear, you’re not quiet.

COFFEE ISN'T EVERYONE'S CUP OF TEA

I’ve been meaning to ask you a lot of questions
But somehow I’ve not been able to get there
Because my questions aren’t altogether logical
They lack pattern and land from anywhere
And then, you counteract all the madness I own
By conducting a very droll enquiry
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

We may not get along, but we may as well do
For there’s a long journey we’ve got to cover
And no matter how much you take umbrage
You’ll find my opinions are like no other
I’m trying to be a little guarded but then
That’s just not how I am meant to be
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

A shining example of method, you lack finesse
But then, that’s not an opinion you uphold
And when you say I’m not quite that mature
I can tell that you think I’m uncontrolled
It’s going to be difficult to make you see this
Because your viewpoint is a bit finicky
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

THE VOICES IN MY HEAD

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Still talking, still mocking
Still asking me questions my conscience finds shocking
Still shining the torch on dingy corners of my mind
Still screaming, still accusing when I choose to turn blind
Still taunting me with regrets, still opening wounds unexposed
Still making me guilty of cases long closed.

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Still giggling, still laughing
Still childlike, before the world came down crashing
Still kind, still benevolent, still looking firmly north
Still reassuring, when I passionately go forth
Still being my friend in need, when I tend to falter
Still shaking up my core when my I’m an emotional defaulter.

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Shake me, debase me
Kill me, embrace me
For life and death, we’ll always be wed
The voices, the voices in my head.

THIS IS YOU, YOU ARE MAY

It’s May
Hot and humid and disorienting
I hallucinate and that’s comforting
Of beds of ice and igloos in the sky
Of winds gone berserk and thunderstorms in July
Of sail boats and chiffon and all things Kygo
Of comic books and giggles, childhood and mango
And just when my imagination begins to sway
The air conditioner groans, we’re back to May.

May, you’ll do good to remember
You’re neither June nor December
But there’s something about your clime
That evokes both love and crime
And just like the disparity that’s Bombay
This is You, you are May.

It’s May
Steeped in slumber, sweat and slackening
Yet my febrile brain has thoughts maddening
Of muslins and margaritas and streets of marigold
Of love that’s unbridled and kisses uncontrolled
Of shaping the day like a potter without a plan
Of throwing caution to the winds, like a young catamaran
And just when my imagination begins to sway
The air conditioner groans, we’re back to May.

May, you’ll do good to remember
You’re neither June nor December
But there’s something about your clime
That evokes both love and crime
And just like the disparity that’s Bombay
This is You, you are May.

Thursday, April 12, 2018

POLITE

It never hurts to be polite To switch off your phone in meetings Or excuse yourself when taking a call To reply to texts that invite you to parties Or be prompt, overall.
It never hurts to be polite To be punctual and respect the other's time Or say sorry when you’re a jerk To offer to share the bill, without being asked to Or eat noiselessly.
It never hurts to be polite To take a compliment graciously Not address someone as ‘You you’ or 'Hello' Please bother to remember the name of the person And if you smell bad, use a deo.
It never hurts to be polite Say Good Morning and smile, don't be rude Shake hands firmly, not like a fish And use 'pardon' rather than 'what' And please, no actions lewd.
It never hurts to be polite And politeness isn't a gender thing I mean this for both ladies and gentlemen Respect isn't a one-way street So stop expecting if you aren’t giving.

A LOVE SONG OF THE YOUNG

Are we allowed to talk in a cinema
I don’t think so, but I want to ask you
That if I thought this movie was boring
Would you still allow me to call you
You’ve been looking so wonder struck
And I can’t help but feel a tinge of envy
Because the action sucks, so does the dialogue
And the plot is beyond mercy

But all that won’t matter
If we get over the idle chatter
Let me take your hand and we’ll linger
While you wrap me around your li’l finger
They say that love is waning
In a world where apathy is reigning
But for me, the world has stopped to matter
Since we started our idle chatter.

FIGHTER

You think you won’t survive
It’s not like you’ve done before
You’ve been waking up every morning
Only to be shown the exit door
But there’s a truth to every lie
There’s a force you can’t deny
And it’s in your smile, it’s in your tear
It’s in every day you bravely get by

Fighters aren’t born, they’re made
Everyone who’s brave, has been afraid
You may be more wrong than a righter
But that doesn’t mean you’re not a fighter
Show us the fighter
You know how it’s done
Show us the fighter
Fight, till you’ve won.

How will the voices subside
How will the ghosts die down
How will the stories you’re writing end
When you live in Darkness Town
But there’s something you didn’t account for
There’s something you underestimated
It’s in your heart, and it’s blazing
It’s the fighter in you, interrupted.

Fighters aren’t born, they’re made
Everyone who’s brave, has been afraid
You may be more wrong than a righter
But that doesn’t mean you’re not a fighter
Show us the fighter
You know how it’s done
Show us the fighter
Fight, till you’ve won.

MAYBE, YOU CAN SET IT RIGHT

Maybe you’ve told too many lies
And maybe you’ve hurt too many people
Maybe you’ve not undone your mistakes
Maybe your heart has been too fickle
Maybe your life won’t take a turn
Maybe you won’t get that second chance
Maybe your job won’t get any better
And maybe you’ll be spurned by romance.

But tonight, let your heartbeats be shiny
Tonight, let your eyes dazzle with light
For this is the Festival of Wonder
And maybe, only you can set it Right.

Maybe you expect too much from everyone
Maybe they’re right in calling you crazy
Maybe your plans to quit won’t happen
Maybe you’ll always be just this lazy
Maybe your weight will always stress you
Maybe your good-hair days won’t last
Maybe the last laugh won’t be yours to have
And maybe you won’t outdo the past.

But tonight, let your heartbeats be shiny
Tonight, let the stars be your guiding light
For this is the Festival of Wonder
And maybe, only you can set it Right.

TIED IN HOLY MATRIMONY

‘Are you mad?’, she asked
Over a hushed whisper and a glare
‘Whatever gave you the idea’ he replied
And studiously ignored her stare.

She wasn’t good at sparring
He wasn’t good at being slighted
They weren’t too happy a couple
But yet, they sat there united.

It was apparent to all who saw them
That they were tied in holy matrimony
But anyone who glanced at them closer
Could tell their dalliance was phony.

They suffered the silences, ate their words
And came out a little bit defeated
And yet, they proudly wore the badge
Of never having bedded and cheated.

It wasn’t sensational, it wasn’t original
And yet, it was telling of the time
When neither one cared, yet no one dared
To leave what they considered a shrine.

C'EST LA VIE

Yes, I’ve travelled far, not wide
And had my share of troubles
Yes, I’ve compromised clear thought
To the joy of uncommon muddles
Yes, I’ve loved and lost and tossed it all
And created quite the flutter
I’ve earned that corner office they wanted
And celebrated with pretty clutter.

And yet, there’s nothing I have done
That has made me feel more human
There’s no story I have told
That’s been told and gotten proven
C’est La Vie, darling, C’est La Vie
What did we do with the days gone by
Where have they gone, what will become
And why does my heart still cry.

Yes, I’ve pleased the ones who mattered
And the one who tried to get closer
I’ve made myself quite available
Wherever I could be the poser
Yes, I’ve quelled the burning light
That was inside me, bright and burning
I’ve given in to those nights
Which come with no prior warning.

And yet, there’s nothing I have done
That has made me feel more human
There’s no story I have told
That’s been told and gotten proven
C’est La Vie, darling, C’est La Vie
What did we do with the days gone by
Where have they gone, what will become
And why does my heart still cry.

DYING TO BE FOUND

You can be so smart
And you can dance as well
But when it comes to telling
If we both will gel.

You just have no clue
And you probably won’t try
To give us a chance in hell
Because you’re wondering why.

So here’s the thing, and it’s sudden
But just as soon as we meet
There’s a trip in my heartbeat
It’s both scary and sweet.

Then I feel quite speechless
Then I feel quite unprepared
You’re just so bold and unfazed
And yet, so beautifully layered.

So I’ll just keep this short
Fallen leaves make no sound
Maybe you can’t hear me
But I’m dying to be found.

Dying to be found
Dying to be found
For fallen leaves make sound.

DROWNING

I am used to drowning
It’s what I do
Sometimes without reason
Because it’s easier to gasp for breath
Than grapple with reality.

I want to come up for air
I want to
It’s what I want
But not what I do.

I am used to drowning
It’s what I do
Floating meaninglessly through slime
While it takes me down under
And I feel happier to resign.

I want to come up for air
I want to
It’s what I want
But not what I do.

SEA, YOU, ME

Unless you have
Something to say
Something that will
Define this day
Unless you have
Something to ask
Something that will
Lift my mask
It’s just going to be
The sea, you and me
For when was the last time
You set a date with
Infinity?

A slice of heaven
An expanse of sea
It’s all right here
A glimpse of you and me
So why do the asking
Why do the tasking
We’ll let these sands
Present us eternity.

Until we have
That mystery
The kind that comes from
Pure chemistry
Until we have
That synergy
The kind that comes from
Shared history
It’s just going to be
The sea, you and me
For when was the last time
You set a date with
Infinity?

A slice of heaven
An expanse of sea
It’s all right here
A glimpse of you and me
So why do the asking
Why do the tasking
We’ll let these sands
Present us eternity.