Sunday, June 17, 2018

BEING SIMPLE

There’s always a choice to make
To say what you mean
And mean what you say
To reply with “I’ll see you soon”
But not stagger it everyday
To expect much less
Than your heart anticipates
To find much more
Than your wallet dictates
To give up on fights
That never lead anywhere
To embrace the ‘what if’
That comes when you care.

Being simple isn’t tough
But yet, it’s not a piece of cake
Everything may just work out
And everything may just break
Being simple isn’t tough
But then, there’s so much at stake
So whether you win or lose
It’s a choice that you make.

There’s always a choice to make
To love without expectation
And lose control when being kissed
To trust in your neighbour
And travel without a list
To leave the nightmares behind
When a dream comes to stay
To shake off the ghosts
When you’ve lived a better day
To acknowledge wisdom
And a warning in the same measure
To treat old friendships
Like one treats guarded treasure.

Being simple isn’t tough
And yet, it’s not easy to do it
You may just crack it open
And you may just stand to ruin it
Being simple isn’t tough
But then, there’s so much at stake
So whether you win or lose
It’s a choice that you make.

LOVE, ALL OVER AGAIN

This world is a smaller place
When we’re the only two around
It’s always a noisy planet
But I can’t seem to hear a sound
Hesitation is just a comma
In a tale not so long-wound
Are those castles in my head
Or is euphoria underground?

I jump in, no safety net
And I meet rainbows and the rain
The passion and the pain
The madness and the sane
The grief and the gain
This is love
All over again.
This is love
All over again.

There’s no sun shining
But warmth has occupied its place
There’s no song playing
But melody has left a trace
Are we going to take a moment
Before we cut to black
Let’s turn up the dial on Crazy
Then make our own soundtrack.

I jump in, eyes unblinking
And I meet the fatigue and the flame
The charades and the champagne
The bye-byes and the blame
The stagnant and hurricane
This is love
All over again.
This is love
All over again.

WATERPROOFED

Rain will seep in
Without a sound
And do its damage
Then you’ll wake up
See the mess
And think you’ll manage

Fixing the cracks
Has never been easy
So prepare to deal
With unrest and uneasy
This is the part
When you’ll realize the pain
And the pleasure
Of being wet in the rain.

Can you ever be waterproofed
Can you ever have a safety net
Can you ever be so insulated
That you live to forget.

Wind-chimes will clatter
Raindrops will tease the panes
And you’ll introspect
Damp shadows will form
In the corners of your mind
When you retrospect.

Thunderstorms are tricky
They come without informing
The nights will be rough
The days won’t be heart warming
This is the part
When you’ll realize the extent
Of what was meant to be
And how things went.

Can you ever be waterproofed
Can you ever have a safety net
Can you ever be so insulated
That you live to forget.

HANG ON

How happy will you be
Once you’ve seen breath-taking sunsets
In all the far-flung places
How proud will you feel
Once you’ve seen looks of adoration
On all the pretty faces
How content will it make you
Once you’ve finished ticking off everything
That make up your bucket list
How rich will you become
Once you establish you’ve done better
Than everyone in your midst.

This world will keep tempting you with more
This world will keep offering new
And yet, when you die alone
You’ll have only some things to hold on to
Keep hanging on to them, my friend
Keep hanging on
By a thread, by a whisper, by a hope
For what are you when they’re gone?

How nice will you become
Once you’ve said all the right things
To all the right people
How devout a person will you be
Once you’ve sought the blessings
Of every church and every temple
How seriously will you be taken
Once you’ve built a home
And filled it up with artefacts
How simple do you think you are
Once you’ve done your kind deeds
Just to see how the world reacts.

This world will keep teasing you with baubles
This world will keep selling you Brand New
And yet, when you die alone
You’ll have only some things to hold on to
Keep hanging on to them, my friend
Keep hanging on
By a thread, by a whisper, by a hope
For what are you when they’re gone?

FEELING QUITE DISCO



Things haven’t been going so well Your smile is just for show You’d been building big plans Before reality struck a blow Everyone reckons you’re doing fine But that’s because they don’t know It’s not easy to laugh like the breeze When your song has lost tempo.
And yet, you may just break this wall And yet, you’re feeling quite Disco And yet, you may just take this fall And yet, you’re feeling quite Disco Up and down we go Feeling quite Disco Starting crazy, then going slow Yet feeling quite Disco.
You’re not listening to what others say Because words, they’re laced with falsetto Expectations, like fetuses in your brain Should never be allowed to grow Every new day should bring new meaning And every evening an afterglow Who says that doors can’t be slammed shut Before you force open a new window.
And yet, a new person may awaken And yet, you’re feeling quite Disco And yet, an old story may re-open And yet, you’re feeling quite Disco Up and down we go Feeling quite Disco Starting crazy, then going slow Yet feeling quite Disco.

Tuesday, May 08, 2018

WEPT

They won’t hurt you here, he said
But in the end, all she did was bled
And the stories, they continued to spread.

Posts were written, anger was displayed
Some agitated, some fervently prayed
But sadly, justice was denied and delayed.

They say that such things take time to end
They say that punishment may not make amends
But who’s to say - if they’ll break or we’ll bend.

The voices will get louder, anger will rise
But all of us are wondering, if this alone will suffice
For the fault lies in us, we must pay the price.

We may worship the deities, but inside us lies black
We may walk to temples, but its humanity we lack
And for all of that, we must face the flack.

This isn’t us, this is the story of a nation
This problem lies within, it’s our own creation
So let’s not treat it like a tumour, in isolation.

When we get to the root, we’ll see the rot
How impoverished we are, in mind and thought
And how much little we were really taught.

We all have crosses to bear, this is ours to accept
The fact that as a society, we’re morally inept
And somewhere close by, another girl has wept.

QUIET TRUE

I only speak when addressed
My thoughts, they live inside my head
But my words, they will never run a riot
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

People accuse me of being rude
But that’s just a demeanour I exude
My sentiment is large, my expression private
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

When they accuse me of boring, I’m unperturbed
They say describe yourself, I say ‘reserved’
And when asked why, I say my words are on diet
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

I have no desire to be the room’s cynosure
Neither the overwhelming urge for disclosure
However the little I say, it’ll never be trite
Because essentially, my dear, I’m quiet.

Uncaring I am not, nonchalant I may be
Brevity I display, not ungallantry
But no matter what my reason, you just won’t buy it
Because essentially, my dear, you’re not quiet.

COFFEE ISN'T EVERYONE'S CUP OF TEA

I’ve been meaning to ask you a lot of questions
But somehow I’ve not been able to get there
Because my questions aren’t altogether logical
They lack pattern and land from anywhere
And then, you counteract all the madness I own
By conducting a very droll enquiry
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

We may not get along, but we may as well do
For there’s a long journey we’ve got to cover
And no matter how much you take umbrage
You’ll find my opinions are like no other
I’m trying to be a little guarded but then
That’s just not how I am meant to be
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

A shining example of method, you lack finesse
But then, that’s not an opinion you uphold
And when you say I’m not quite that mature
I can tell that you think I’m uncontrolled
It’s going to be difficult to make you see this
Because your viewpoint is a bit finicky
It’s not like you have to get used to this
Because coffee isn’t everyone’s cup of tea.

THE VOICES IN MY HEAD

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Still talking, still mocking
Still asking me questions my conscience finds shocking
Still shining the torch on dingy corners of my mind
Still screaming, still accusing when I choose to turn blind
Still taunting me with regrets, still opening wounds unexposed
Still making me guilty of cases long closed.

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Still giggling, still laughing
Still childlike, before the world came down crashing
Still kind, still benevolent, still looking firmly north
Still reassuring, when I passionately go forth
Still being my friend in need, when I tend to falter
Still shaking up my core when my I’m an emotional defaulter.

The voices, the voices in my head
You keep me alive, when I’m long since dead.

Shake me, debase me
Kill me, embrace me
For life and death, we’ll always be wed
The voices, the voices in my head.

THIS IS YOU, YOU ARE MAY

It’s May
Hot and humid and disorienting
I hallucinate and that’s comforting
Of beds of ice and igloos in the sky
Of winds gone berserk and thunderstorms in July
Of sail boats and chiffon and all things Kygo
Of comic books and giggles, childhood and mango
And just when my imagination begins to sway
The air conditioner groans, we’re back to May.

May, you’ll do good to remember
You’re neither June nor December
But there’s something about your clime
That evokes both love and crime
And just like the disparity that’s Bombay
This is You, you are May.

It’s May
Steeped in slumber, sweat and slackening
Yet my febrile brain has thoughts maddening
Of muslins and margaritas and streets of marigold
Of love that’s unbridled and kisses uncontrolled
Of shaping the day like a potter without a plan
Of throwing caution to the winds, like a young catamaran
And just when my imagination begins to sway
The air conditioner groans, we’re back to May.

May, you’ll do good to remember
You’re neither June nor December
But there’s something about your clime
That evokes both love and crime
And just like the disparity that’s Bombay
This is You, you are May.

Thursday, April 12, 2018

POLITE

It never hurts to be polite To switch off your phone in meetings Or excuse yourself when taking a call To reply to texts that invite you to parties Or be prompt, overall.
It never hurts to be polite To be punctual and respect the other's time Or say sorry when you’re a jerk To offer to share the bill, without being asked to Or eat noiselessly.
It never hurts to be polite To take a compliment graciously Not address someone as ‘You you’ or 'Hello' Please bother to remember the name of the person And if you smell bad, use a deo.
It never hurts to be polite Say Good Morning and smile, don't be rude Shake hands firmly, not like a fish And use 'pardon' rather than 'what' And please, no actions lewd.
It never hurts to be polite And politeness isn't a gender thing I mean this for both ladies and gentlemen Respect isn't a one-way street So stop expecting if you aren’t giving.

A LOVE SONG OF THE YOUNG

Are we allowed to talk in a cinema
I don’t think so, but I want to ask you
That if I thought this movie was boring
Would you still allow me to call you
You’ve been looking so wonder struck
And I can’t help but feel a tinge of envy
Because the action sucks, so does the dialogue
And the plot is beyond mercy

But all that won’t matter
If we get over the idle chatter
Let me take your hand and we’ll linger
While you wrap me around your li’l finger
They say that love is waning
In a world where apathy is reigning
But for me, the world has stopped to matter
Since we started our idle chatter.

FIGHTER

You think you won’t survive
It’s not like you’ve done before
You’ve been waking up every morning
Only to be shown the exit door
But there’s a truth to every lie
There’s a force you can’t deny
And it’s in your smile, it’s in your tear
It’s in every day you bravely get by

Fighters aren’t born, they’re made
Everyone who’s brave, has been afraid
You may be more wrong than a righter
But that doesn’t mean you’re not a fighter
Show us the fighter
You know how it’s done
Show us the fighter
Fight, till you’ve won.

How will the voices subside
How will the ghosts die down
How will the stories you’re writing end
When you live in Darkness Town
But there’s something you didn’t account for
There’s something you underestimated
It’s in your heart, and it’s blazing
It’s the fighter in you, interrupted.

Fighters aren’t born, they’re made
Everyone who’s brave, has been afraid
You may be more wrong than a righter
But that doesn’t mean you’re not a fighter
Show us the fighter
You know how it’s done
Show us the fighter
Fight, till you’ve won.